200x200

اللهم صل على سيدنا محمد وعلى ال سيدنا محمد
  • suatu lakonan sementara

    waktu itu sentiasa dekat

  • Mencari jalan pulang

    "Wahai orang2 beriman, jagalah dirimu; kerana orang yang sesat itu tidak akan membahayakan dirimu apabila kamu telah mendapat petunjuk" (al-Maidah: 105)

  • Sabar

    (3 : 200 ) Sabar dan kuatkan kesabaranmu, dan bersiap siagalah

  • Jangan engkau marah

    La taghdob, be the strongest person on earth

  • Harta tak akan di bawa mati

    Sok sok Mungkar Nakir soal dalam kubur

Titik Celik & Bangkit

Tuesday, July 28, 2015

Salamun 'ala manittaba'al huda

Hari yg penuh cabaran, dihujani pelbagai soalan bertubi2 yg aku sendiri tiada jawapan. Mungkin disinilah gunapakai suatu ayat pedoman 'tak semua soalan perlu dijawab'. Aku tersenyum akhirnya, terasa terhibur walaupun pada awalnya agak panas untuk membaca dan meneruskan bicara, namun alhamduliLlah kami berjaya menutup bicara whatsapp kani dengan tenang.

Khilaf itu rahmat, seandainya kita tak mampu bersangka baik (husnuzzon), cukuplah kita berlapang dada (salamatul sadr). Apa2pun, sedikit kepanasan petang tadi membuka mata hatiku bahawa masih banyak kerja yg kita kena buat & dakwah yg belum tercapai.

Ku selitkan beberapa "words of thought" yg sempat dikongsi di Ig tadi

~Sedang beriman dengan spotong hadis pesanan Rasulullah saw;


"Brgsiapa yg beriman pada Allah & akhirat, berkatalah yg baik atau diam sahaja."


Pesan ustaz di IKIM td, sesuatu perdebatan itu, jika ianya meragut ukhwah yg terbina, wajarlah ditinggalkan. Kerana menjaga silaturrahim itu wajib, & menang perdebatan itu tidak wajib.  


Berdebat perkara ilmu kifayah tak sepenting berbicara mengenai ilmu fardhu ain.



Pesan Almarhum Ust Yahya Othman (dipetik dr bku biografinya-Us Nazeli), org muda jangan lah cepat ghuluw (tergesa2). Pernah mengisahkan suatu kisah anak muda yg makan dgn ulama' besar & dia membaca doa semasa ulama' itu tlah mula makan.. lalu menyebabkan ulama' itu terberhenti & mengikutnya menadah tgn. Pesannya, spatutnya anak muda itu baca dia dlm hati dan dlm keadaan itu, menjaga air muka ulama' itu lbh penting drpd membaca doa makan scara berjemaah. Dahulukan perkara yg lbh utama & tinggalkan perkara smpingan.


Wallahu'alam. Smg Allah memperindahkan akhlak, memperkuat iman, & menjaga hati2 kita dalam menongkah cabaran2 akhir zaman. Ameen inshaAllah.~





Tazkirah sebelum Ramadan

Friday, June 12, 2015



Ya Allah.. Jadikan Ramadan ini terbaik buatku. Ya allah, jadikan Ramadan ini yang lebih baik dari sebelum2nya. Ya Allah,kurniakan penghayatan Ramadhan yang terbaik buat kali ni��Ameen ya Rabb .

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Kalau cakap pasal ramadan ni, macam2 kisah best dulu2. Dlu naik motor ngan ustazah ma'had g sama2 solat terawih. Imam dia baca power..pastu duk cari ayat mana imam baca ngan sazah. Kadang2 bila tak larat buat 20, lepas 8 ak duk belakang bukak qur'an follow n cari imam baca kat mane. Ada jgak imam yg terskip ayat kalau ada 2 jenis ayat yg hampir sama. �� kdg pernah bawak recorder rekod suare imam sebab balik tu leh cari surah apa. Dlu2 ada sahabat n kakak2 yg dok peringat kita baca qur'an. Sekarang it's on your own feet. Actually,not feet, it's on your OWN HEART. Jom solat taubat dulu sebelum masuk madrasah Ramadan. .

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Ramadan ni kita kene rasa. Bak kata ustaz, kalau nak dinisbahkan plg terbaik,plg cantik, paling awesome, plg daebak dan semua yg paling2 - among bulan2 Islam, Ramadanlah boleh dpt anugerah tu. It's a GOLD standard month. Kalau kita dok dengo anugerah jubli EMAS,kita rasa WOW�� tapi kenapa ramadan kita tak ghase ianya spt GOLD standard month...

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Mungkin kita kene bagi hati kita ghasa sikit kot. InshaAllah semoga hati-hati kita bersedia untuk menghadapi anugerah dan hadiah Ramadan daripada Allah ni. Jangan lepas peluang tau! Ingat ramadan sebulan untuk 11bulan berikutnya. Siap pasang niat awai2 naa. Allah,bersihkan hati2 kami. .

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Sori yek panjang no ak tulis. Peringatan utk diri aku sendiri terutamanya... #tazkirahramadhan #tazkirahramadan #tazkirah #ramadan

#jumaat 


Wonderful weekend in Kubang Buaya

Monday, June 8, 2015



A wrap up


Alhamdulillah ya Allah for a really meaningful & exciting weekend for me & family.


We're celebrating Badrina's 9th birthday.. & were having picnic 2 times with different families of course.. Kak long won a hamper with likes in fb.. Bonding with the 2 Ts & Kauthar & Nisa'.. Met my old friend.. Last but not least able to sell d sambal hitam on weekend, by carrying ayah's ice container here & there at terminal sentral.. Haha. 


Kids r growing sooo fast. Appreciate them a little, they'll learn and get a lot. May Allah guide them to become good khalifah for their parents and for the religion, ameen inshaAllah..



Here's some pictures on our weekend.. It's a blessed to met all of them.. :] 


                        Babies of KB


    Me promoting sambal with sleeping Talhah & Nisa' the dunlop baby

 Cda Cya Cyi. 7th-6th-5th. Dulu kawan gadoh skang mula rindu sebab susah no nak kumpul..

 Photoshoot with these two photogenics fella (before going home)


Enough for today.. Lepas ni fokus nak cari motivasi untuk menghadapi bulan Ramadan pula.. Ku mengharapkan Ramadan kali ini penuh makna..

-hudaidris
-07 Jun 2015, 11.57pm



Saya & asap rokok

Monday, June 1, 2015

Ke suatu kedai..(urusan kerja)


Uncle keluarkan rokok dan merokok depan kami.


Saya batuk2. & saya kata sorry uncle saya tak boleh bau asap rokok. (Mmg sungguh pun sakit dada,sampai skrang tak hilang)


Uncle kata, oh ok sorry ya.. Dan teruskan merokok mcm biasa.. sambil bercerita dia mula merokok dari umur 6 tahun


Bila da nak balik.. Uncle tanya hey u dah kawin belum? Nanti u tak boleh duduk dengan orang isap rokok maa


Ha memang pun uncle. Kikiki. *lariik*




Mensyukuri Sakit

Saturday, May 9, 2015
Hujung mulut yang sakit, ulser di lelangit, dan lidah yang sakit cukup membuatkan aku mengeluh ketika makan. Lalu ayah menegur dan memintas cakapku, Alhamdulillah, syukur Allah bagi sakit.

Sekurang2nya kita tahu nikmatnya bila tak sakit.

Alhamdulillah ya Allah forever & ever.

Aku hamba yang sering lupa utk bersyukur...

Bukan mudah nak menerima nasihat =.="

"Clap your chest, ask your faith not your taste"-quote

Hati ini menangis lagi

Monday, December 29, 2014
Allaaaah T_T


Tiba-tiba mendapat kiriman gambar dari seorang makcik (jiran) yang ku kasihi kerana Allah.
Gambarnya dan keluarga menunaikan umrah.
SubhanAllah.


Rindu itu menggamit.
Dalam suasana Malaysia yang serba tak kena,
Banjir terburuk di beberapa tempat,
Kehilangan pesawat lagi sekali (yang ke3 tahun ini),
Kirima gambarnya membuatkan hatiku tersentuh.


Sempat ku balas,
"Acik, sisipkan doa untuk Malaysia dan doa untukku di sana.."
"InshaAllah acik doakan:)"


Terima kasih acik:'))))

p.s : Acik ada bagi saya buku "Indahnya Taubat" sebelum saya berpindah ke Kuantan tempohari.

How to hifdh (memorize) Quran

~I treasure the most time with Quran, reading it with my usrahmates and nephews. Today, I have found some important message and tips on how to memorize it. This note is mfor my reference, may it become a reminder for me after this inshaAllah. =')


i want to hefith(save) quran so what’s the best way?

Aselam wa3aykum shiekh i won to hefith(save) quran so what’s the best way to do inshallah?
قواعدمهمة لحفظ القرآن الكريم
الإخلاص : وجوب إخلاص النية ، وإصلاح القصد ، وجعل القرآن والعناية به من أجل اللهتعالى والفوز بجنته ، والحصول على مرضاته ، قال تعالى : ( فاعبد الله مخلصا له الدين . ألا لله الدين الخالص ) وفي الحديث القدسي : قال الله تعالى : ( أنا أغنى الشركاء عن الشرك من عمل عملا أشرك معي فيه غيري تركته وشركه ) . فلا أجر ولا ثواب لمن قرأ وحفظ القرآن رياء أو سمعة
تصحيحالنطق والقراءة : ولا يكون ذلك إلا بالسماع من قارئ مجيد أو حافظ متقن . والقرآنلا يؤخذ إلا بالتلقي . فقد أخذه الرسول صلى الله عليه وسلم من جبريل شفاها . وأخذهالصحابة عن الرسول صلى الله عليه وسلم شفاها وسمعه منه وأخذه كذلك أجيال من الأمة
تحديدنسبة الحفظ في كل مرة : فيجب على مريد القرآن أن يحدد المراد حفظه في كل مرة ،وبعد تحديد المطلوب وتصحيح النطق تقوم بالتكرار والترداد ، ويجب أن يكون التكراروالترداد مع التغني بالقرآن وذلك لدفع السآمة والملل أولا ، وليثبت الحفظ ثانيا ؛ذلك أن التغني أمر محبب إلى السمع فيساعد على الحفظ ويعوّد اللسان على نغمة معينةفيتعرف بذلك على الخطأ مباشرة عندما يختل وزن القراءة ، هذا فضلا عن أن الرسول صلىالله عليه وسلم قال : ( ليس منا من لم يتغن بالقرآن ) رواه البخاري
لاتجاوز مقررك اليومي حتى تجيد حفظه تماما : فلا يصح للحافظ أبدا أن ينتقل إلى مقررجديد في الحفظ إلا إذا أتم تماما حفظ المقرر القديم وذلك ليثبت ما حفظه تماما فيالذهن . ومما يعين على حفظ المقرر أن يجعله الدارس شغله طيلة الليل والنهار وذلكبقراءته في الصلاة السرية ، وإن كان إماما ففي الجهرية ، وكذلك في النوافل ، وفي أوقات انتظار الصلوات ، وبهذه الطريقة يسهل عليه الحفظ ويستطيع كل أحد أن يمارسها ولو كان مشغولا بأشياء أخرى
حافظ على رسم واحد لمصحف حفظك : مما يعين تماما على الحفظ أن يجعل الحافظ لنفسه مصحفاخاصا ( أي أن يعتمد طبعة معينة ) لا يغيره مطلقا وذلك لأن الإنسان يحفظ بالنظر كمايحفظ بالسمع ، حيث تنطبع صور الآيات ومواضعها في المصحف في الذهن مع القراءةوالنظر في المصحف ، فإذا غير الحافظ مصحفه الذي يحفظ فيه ، أو حفظ من مصاحف شتى متغيرة مواضع الآيات فإن حفظه يتشتت ويصعب عليه الحفظ
الفهم طريق الحفظ : من أعظم ما يعين على الحفظ فهم الآيات المحفوظة ومعرفة وجه ارتباط بعضها ببعض ، ولذلك يجب على الحافظ أن يقرأ تفسير بعض الآيات والسور التي يحفظها ،وعليه أن يكون حاضر الذهن عند القراءة وذلك ليسهل عليه استذكار الآيات . ولكن لايعتمد في الحفظ على الفهم بل عليه بالترديد والتكرار ليسهل عليه الحفظ
لاتجاوز سورة حتى تضبطها: بعد إتمام سورة من القرآن ، لا ينبغي للحافظ أن ينتقل إلىسورة أخرى إلا بعد إتمام حفظها ، وربط أولها بآخرها ، وأن يجري لسانه بها بسهولةويسر دون إعنات فكر وكد خاطر في تذكر الآيات ، بل يجب أن يكون الحفظ متيسرا ، ولايجاوزها إلى غيرها حتى يتقن حفظها
التسميع الدائم : يجب على الحافظ ألا يعتمد على تسميع حفظه لنفسه ، بل عليه أنيعرض حفظه على حافظ آخر ، أو متابع آخر في المصحف ويكون هذا الحافظ أو المتابعمتقن للقراءة السليمة ، حتى ينبه الحافظ لما قد يقع فيه من أخطاء في النطق أوالتشكيل أو النسيان ، فكثيرا ما يحفظ الفرد منا السورة خطأ ولا ينتبه لذلك حتى معالنظر إلى المصحف لأن القراءة كثيرا ما تسبق النظر فينظر مريد الحفظ في المصحف لايرى بنفسه موضع الخطأ من قراءته  ولذا فتسميع القرآن لشخص وسيلة جيدة لاستدراك الخطأ
المتابعة الدائمة : يختلف القرآن في الحفظ عن أي محفوظ آخر من شعر أو نثر ، لأنالقرآن سريع الهروب من الذهن ، قال النبي صلى الله عليه وسلم : ( والذي نفسي بيدهلهو أشد تفلتا من الإبل في عقلها ) متفق عليه ، فلا يكاد القارئ يتركه قليلا حتىيهرب منه وينساه سريعا ، ولذلك فلا بد من المتابعة الدائمة والسهر الدائم علىالمحفوظ من القرآن وفي ذلك يقول النبي صلى الله عليه وسلم : ( إنما مثل صاحبالقرآن كمثل صاحب الإبل المعقلة ، إن عاهد عليها أمسكها ، وإن أطلقها ذهبت ) متفقعليه . وهذا يعني أنه يجب على حافظ القرآن أن يكون له ورد دائم أقله جزء منالثلاثين جزءا من القرآن كل يوم ، وأكثره قراءة عشرة أجزاء ، لقوله صلى الله عليه وسلم : ( من قرأ القرآن في أقل من ثلاث لم يفقهه ) متفق عليه ، وبهذه المتابعةالمستمرة يستمر الحفظ ويبقى
العناية بالمتشابهات : القرآن الكريم متشابه في معانيه وألفاظه ، قال تعالى : (الله نزل أحسن الحديث كتابا متشابها مثاني تقشعر منه جلود الذين يخشون ربهم ثم تلين جلودهم وقلوبهم إلى ذكر الله ) . لذا يجب على قارئ القرآن الجيد أن يعتني عناية خاصة بالمتشابهات ، ونعني التشابه اللفظي وعلى قدر الاهتمام به يكون الحفظ جيدا
اغتنام سني الحفظ الذهبية : فالموفق من وفقه الله تعالى إلى اغتنام سنوات الحفظالذهبية ، وهي من سن الخامسة إلى الثالثة والعشرين تقريبا ، فالإنسان في هذه السنتكون حافظته جيدة جدا ، فقبل الخامسة يكون دون ذلك وبعد الثالثة والعشرين يبدأالخط البياني للحفظ بالهبوط ويبدأ خط الفهم بالصعود ، لذا على الشباب ممن هم فيهذه السن اغتنام ذلك بحفظ كتاب الله تعالى حيث تكون مقدرتهم على الحفظ سريعةوكبيرة والنسيان يكون بطيئا جدا بعكس ما بعد تلك السني الذهبية ، وقد صدق من قال : الحفظ في الصغر كالنقش على الحجر ، والحفظ في الكبر كالنقش على الماء
وبعد ، فإن من حق كتاب الله علينا أن نحفظه ونتقنحفظه ، مع الاهتداء بهديه واتباعه وجعله دستور حياتنا ونور قلوبنا وربيع صدورناوعسى أن تكون تلك القواعد أساسا طيبا لمن يريد حفظ كتاب الله تعالى بإتقان وإخلاص. والله تعالى أعلم وصلى الله على نبينا محمد
المصدر: الإسلام سؤال وجواب



Important rules for memorizing the Holy Qur’aan.
1. Sincerity.
It is essential to have a pure and sincere intention and a proper aim. One should learn the Qur’aan and pay attention to it for the sake of Allah and attaining Paradise and earning the pleasure of Allah. Allah says (interpretation of the meaning): “So worship Allah (Alone) by doing religious deeds sincerely for Allah’s sake only. Surely, the religion (i.e. the worship and the obedience) is for Allah only” [al-Zumar 39:2-3]. According to a hadeeth qudsi, Allah says: “I am so self-sufficient that I am in no need of having an associate. Thus he who does an action for the sake of someone else as well as for My sake will have that action rejected by Me to the one whom he associated with Me.” So there will be no reward for the one who reads and memorizes Qur’aan for the sake of showing off or gaining a good reputation.
2. Correct pronunciation and reading.
This can only be learned by listening to someone who reads well or has memorized properly. The Qur’aan can only be learned from a teacher. The Prophet (peace and blessings of Allah be upon him) learnt it orally from Jibreel, and the Sahaabah learned it orally from the Prophet (peace and blessings of Allah be upon him). Then it was passed down orally from the Sahaabah to succeeding generations of this Ummah.
3. Deciding the amount to be memorized each time.
The one who wants to learn the Qur’aam should decide how much he wants to memorize each time. After he has set out his objective and learned the correct pronunciation, he has to keep on repeating it over and over. This repetition should be with the proper intonation so as to avoid getting bored and so that he can memorize it properly. The intonation makes a person enjoy listening to it, helps him to memorize it and makes the tongue get used to that intonation, so that he will spot mistakes immediately, as the rhythm will be interrupted. This is in addition to the fact that the Messenger (peace and blessings of Allah be upon him) said, “He is not one of us who does not recite the Qur’aan with a rhythmic intonation.” (Narrated by al-Bukhaari).
4. Not going beyond what one has decided to learn in one day until one has memorized it perfectly.
The haafiz should never move on to a new portion until he has perfectly memorized the prvious portion , so that it will stick in his mind. One thing that will help the student to memorize it is to preoccupy himself with it night and day, by reciting it in the prayers where Qur’aan is to be recited silently, and if he is leading others in prayer, by reciting it out loud. He can also recite it during his naafil prayers, and whilst waiting for (congregational) prayers. In this way it will become easy for him to memorize Qur’aan. Everyone can do this, even if he is busy with other things.
5. Adhering to one style of writing in the Mus-haf you use for memorizing.
One thing that will help in memorizing Qur’aan is to have one’s own copy of the Mus-haf (i.e., choosing a specific edition) and never changing it. This is because people learn as much by looking as by listening, so the pattern of the verses and where they appear on the pages of the Mus-haf stays in the mind as one reads and looks at the Mus-haf. So if a person changes the Mus-haf from which he is learning, or he learns from various Masaahif where the relative positions of the aayaat may vary, he will get confused and it will be difficult for him to memorize.
6. Understanding is the key tomemorization.
One of the things which is of the greatest help in memorizing is understanding the verses one is learning and knowing how they are connected to one another. This means that the haafiz has to read the tafseer of some of the aayahs and soorahs which he is memorizing and he has to focus his mind when he is reading. This will help him to remember the verses. But when he is committing the verses to memory, he should rely on understanding; what he has to do is rely on repetition so that it will be easy for him to memorize them.
7. Not moving on until one has learned a soorah well.
After having memorized one soorah, the haafiz should not move on to another soorah until he has memorized the first soorah perfectly from beginning to end and he can recite it fluently without having to think too hard about it. Remembering it should be easy, and he should not move on to another soorah until he is sure that he has memorized the first one.
8. Continually reciting to someone else.
The haafiz should not rely upon training by himself; he has to recite what he has memorized to another haafiz, or to someone else who can follow his recitation in the Mus-haf. This other person should be someone who knows how to recite Qur’aan properly, so that he can point out any mistakes or omissions in pronunciation or reading. It often happens that an individual may memorize a soorah incorrectly by himself, and he does not realize this even when he looks at the Mus-haf. So the person who wants to memorize a soorah looks in the Mus-haf and does not see where he is making a mistake in his recitation. So reciting to another person is an excellent means of correcting one’s mistakes.
9. Continually following up.
When it comes to memorization, the Qur’aan is different from any other material such as poetry or prose, in that it may be quickly forgotten. The Prophet (peace and blessings of Allah be upon him) said: “By the One in Whose hand is my soul, it tries harder to run away than a hobbled camel” (Agreed upon). One only has to leave it for a little while and it escapes one’s mind and is quickly forgotten. So one has to keep reviewing it and always work hard at retaining what one has memorized of the Qur’aan. Concerning this, the Prophet (peace and blessings of Allah be upon him) said: “The one who has memorized Qur’aan is like the owner of a hobbled camel. If he pays attention to it and takes care of it, he will keep it, but if he lets it go, he will lose it” (Agreed upon). This means that the one who has memorized the Qur’aan has to recite it regularly as part of his wird [regular dhikr]. At least he should recite one of the thirty juz’ and at most he should recite ten juz’ each day, because the Prophet (peace and blessings of Allah be upon him) said: “Whoever reads the whole Qur’aan in less than three days does not understand it” (Agreed upon). By continually reciting it in this fashion he will retain what he has memorized.
10. Paying attention to the parts of the Qur’aan which resemble one another.
The parts of the Qur’aan resemble one another in their meanings and wording. Allah says: (interpretation of the meaning): “Allah has sent down the Best Statement, a Book (this Qur’aan), its parts resembling each other (in goodness and truth) (and) oft-repeated. The skins of those who fear their Lord shiver from it (when they recite it or hear it). Then their skin and their heart soften to the remembrance of Allah” [al-Zumar 39:23]. So the good reader of Qur’aan has to pay particular attention to those parts which resemble one another, i.e., the parts where the wording is similar, as this will help him to memorize it properly.
11. Making the most of the best years.
The one who is truly blessed is the one whom Allah enables to make the most of the best years for memorizing, which come approximately between the ages of five and twenty-three. During these years, a person is able to memorize things very well. Before the age of five, he is not able to do that, and after the age of twenty-three his ability to memorize declines whilst his ability to understand increases. So young people of these ages should make the most of it and memorize the Book of Allah, because they are at the age when they will be able to learn it quickly and will be slow to forget it, unlike when they get older. He spoke the truth who said, “Learning by heart when one is young is like engraving something on stone; learning something when one is old is like engraving something on water.”
It is our duty towards the Book of Allah that we should memorize it properly, accept and follow its guidance, and make it the constitution of our lives, the light of our hearts, the comfort of our souls. Hopefully these rules will form a good foundation for those who sincerely want to memorize the Book of Allah properly. And Allah knows best. May Allah bless our Prophet Muhammad.
Source: Islam Questions and Answers
Sheikh Ramadan Ph.D

Sifirnya rezki, sedekah , & infaq

Saturday, November 8, 2014



Sifirnya rezeki, sedekah & infaq


-the more u give, the more u get.

-kenapa infaq meluaskan rezki? kerana rezki kita dah diluaskan utk kegunaan orang lain.

-orang yang dah infaq sebahagian hartanya adalah tanda rezkinya halal & berkat..  Kalau kita rasa2 mcm kedekut, cuba cek balik di mana silapnya...

-dari buku rich dad poor dad, when the child ask how to be rich, the rich dad answered give much first

-rezeki datang dalam pelbagai bentuk, seperti kelapangan urusan, kelapangan jiwa, & keberkatan masa.

-ilmu juga adalah rezeki. Dengan ilmu,memudahkan kehidupan.

-rezeki bukanlah semua perkara yang baik. Perkara buruk yang terjadi pun adalah rezeki~ mungkin kerana selepas itu banyak hikmah & pengajarannya.


Catatan ilmu minggu pertama bulan november 2014.

Sumber: usrah warisan puteri,usrah nurani ikim, buku mudahnya menjemput rezeki fathuri salehuddin,rich dad poor dad-robert kiyosaki.


Huda Idris

8 Nov

Dalam KTM selepas Sg Buloh


Ketenangan yang tak disangka ^_^

Sunday, September 21, 2014

Alhamdulillah2.. Selepas berhari2 kehilangan "ruh", harini Allah beri kekuatan..


Orang yang tenang akan dapat mencampakkan ketenangannya pada orang lain.


Patient tu, sebelum ak datang, kelihatan buku tebal bertajuk Tun Dr Mahathir Muhammad. Ak tanya, baca ke? Dia angguk gitula baca jugak katanya.. 


Semasa berbual dengannya, dia banyak bagi kerjasama. 

Ada la jugak point2 kaunseling aku yang katanya dia tak pernah dengar.


Lama duk bina rapport dengan patient, lepastu dia mengadu- akan susahnya nak solat / kurangnya surau untuk pesakit di situ. Aku cadangkan dia solat atas katil je.. Tp ye la katanya,bila masa ramai orang macamni, tak selesa juga.. N aku perasan katil dia pun tak berapa sesuai nak solat sbb ada tompok2 darah. Namapun ward ortho(tulang), yang banyak deal dengan kes2 accident, mmg sinonim dengan darah dan pendarahan di katil. 


Akhir2 tu, dia tambah lagi tentang mitos yg bagitahu insulin berasal dr sumber yg tak halal. Betulke katanya? Mula2 tu aku ralat nak cite panjang. Aku cakap je buat dari lab. Pastu dia tanya lagi, dr lab tu amik sumber mana? Aku tak reti nak explain dan aku mnta diri dan bagitau akan kembali sebab aku ralat nak solat. 


Lepas aku rehat utk solat asar, aku kepilkan leaflet dan jelaskan semuanya. Dari engineering technology-recombinant DNA- DNA human insulin pastu dimasukkan ke dalam e.coli- dia hanya mengangguk. Lol. Huhu. Info ni aku jarang2 cite kat pesakit, melainkan yang betul2 nak tahu.. (Teringat pesan pegawai di KK, Be selective of what u're going to tell ur patient) That's y aku pun dah lupa skit sebab tak repeat..


N sebelum aku balik, sempat aku menjelingnya, kelihatannya selesa sambil membelek kitab Fadhail Amal. Buku yg familiar waktu belajar dlu,tebal dan berkulit biru. 


Apa yang aku nak cerita di sini, sebenarnya bukanlah apa yang aku buat kat patient tu. Tapi, apa yang dia dah buat padaku. Dari cara dia bagi kerjasama untuk berbual, apa yang dia risaukan, dan sikap yang suka membaca, dah buat aku terkesan. Terkesan dengan kebimbangan dia tentang agama- benda halal haram dan solat. Sedikit sebanyak mencampakkan ketenangan pada kita yang deal dengannya. Orang yang mendahulukan Allah dalam segala hal, Allah bagi kemuliaan yang dapat dia pancarkan pada orang sekeliling. Tak perlu formal, tapi pancaran kebaikan itu berasal dari akhlak dan hati yang tenang.


Alhamdulillah ya Allah.


Selepas aku rasakan berhari2 kehilangan "ruh", harini Allah datangkan ketenangan dan kekuatan dari seorang pesakit.


Orang yang bahagia dapat membahagiakan orang lain.


Orang yang tenang dapat mencampakkan ketenangannya pada orang lain.


Bagaimana mahu tenang?


Mestilah jika kita kembali pada Allah..


Ala bizikriLllahi tatmainnul quluub

-dengan mengingati Allah hati akan menjadi tenang-


:)





Huda_Idris,

Yang dah lama tak menconteng blog ni,

Seremban

21/09/2014

Ward Presentation Day

Thursday, September 11, 2014

Stressful week. Been bombarded with lots of questions and sarcastic laughes. Sigh. 



However, it's a learning process though :) oh tomorrow is jumm'ah. Let's double up our selawat to prophet and don't forget.. white garments to wear :)